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The beginning

to my continuing story…

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I feel that before I can truly post about my present state, be it work related or life, I must first let it be known how I walked onto this path.

When I was 20 years old my whole word seemed to have been pulled out from me in the split of a second. I lost my mother; the woman who gave birth to me, raised me, provided for me, loved and cared for me, the light of my life. If that wasn’t bad enough not only did I lose my childhood home but I also had to separate from my siblings all in just a matter of months. So I began to spiral…

All faith and hope vanished from my mind for the next three years and I realized how tough life was and how hard it is to manage depression with a bottle of alcohol in one hand and a lack of will to keep going in the other. When I say I spiraled i mean I plummeted down a, what seemed like an endless, black as night abyss…and I didn’t care. YOLO (You only live once)…that was my motto and I swear i was trying to go out with a bang…but then it stopped.

I stopped falling….I had reached the bottom and there was a ladder there just waiting with a “when you are ready sign”….and i was…so i climbed and I am still climbing. On my climb i have found my spirituality. My spirituality of; love those who cant love themselves, help those all around you, cherish the lives of all creation, appreciate the warmth from the sun, the breeze from the wind and breath,
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And thats where I started my journey

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